School as usual today.
Monday blueszxz! ):
My eyes was already on the verge of closing..
But I forced it NOT to close and to STAY WIDE open.
Am impressed and inspired by how my cousin's family stood together as one during the period of 50days when grace was in ICU...
Even Grace's specialist(in other words,senior doctor), was inspired by the love and care for each other that he attended her funeral wake..
As what I heard from them,they said doctors seldom attend their patients funeral wake. Or maybe,they don't even attend them.
Many people attended and stayed till quite late also ok,heh.
Oh anyway,today during lesson,there was a funeral wake going on downstairs.
They were just so mean to even say those words ........... ):
Depressed..
Why is there even such thing called, "death"?
Have been feeling like this for more than a month..
I still can't get over my grandma's death.
And now,my cousin's.
Is a counselor even useful?
Or perhaps a phycologist?
It's hard for me to explain the feeling like.
Doubt anyone's feeling the same as I do.
Is the,troubled kind of feeling.
I just can't help it but to tear when I look at the picture taken with my whole family..
Amazing grace, amazing love..
Goodnight.
